_♥A Bitter Sweet Life♥

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Must be wondering how my life is right now right? Well, let me tell you this first: I HATE the PEOPLE in MI. There are almost similar to the worst people I have ever met. Almost everyone here treat me like crap! They are so obviously belittling me. One instance, they leave me with almost evrything of group project works. Even if they contributed, it's crap work. What am I? A doll for u people to manipulate? Thanks ALOT! They don't even give a damn about the others. All they DO think about is themselves and their freaking social life.

It's like dog eat dog world all over again larh. Do things only for their own sake. Try to act like an adult when truthfully it's ALL childish. What's wrong with them? If you people don't wanna stay, might as well leave larh. Don't freaking screw up my life just becos of your crappy shit ure giving to me. Seriously, wat have I ever done to you people that u guys must pull me down with the mistakes u make? That's why I keep harping on that I HATE GROUP WORK. ALOT. Truly I do.

Already, I got a total zero for MT Project. That teacher had really FML to not even reconsider with our explanations. I did mostly for the project and don't u dare deny it. All my TIME and hardwork was wasted. I cried by myself to finish it and I had also cried myself to the point of numbness when I have gotten zero for it. Do you even care? No.. Oh sorry, I forgot, u people only care bout urselves ryte?

Now it's MY time to not care anymore. Do whatever you want in my life. Since for other projects, history keep repeating itself, why shud I care again nw? So, whatever, I really won't care anymore unless YOU people start to care. This is what you people want right? There you have it. Congrats.

Now I'm here, I truly understands what my sis meant by saying that they will never be true friends after secoundary school. You will be lucky if u even have one cox even they are like friends, they are more like "friend-enemies". So again I shall tell you this, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. From now on, I will be my laser-mouthed and sarcastic self. Cynical to everything that will happen since problems do keep appearin one after another. When all of this is over, u can tell me which one of me better.

FYI, in 11 more days. 22nd May 2010, I will be participating in MI Angklung Kulintang Ensemble: In The Movies Concert. Selling tickets at $8 each. Text me if you want, other than that, don't bother. I don't really think anyone I know would come afterall. Even my family can't due to unforeseen circumstances. Oh well, God is just challenging me.

To close this all, I just wanna say that I'm feeling awfully miserable now. Too numb that one could turn heartless. Afterall, life has to go on for mine and God's gift sake. I should quote this one that I have found in the internet when I typed in "Life Quotes" and one of it says, "Nobody dies a virgin cause in the end LIFE F*CKS US ALL."

Aki-chanz was alone 10:49 PM

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