_♥A Bitter Sweet Life♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

It was a long day today. I got the normal school lessons plus Amaths rite after it and also SS workshop rite after that. Since i didn't ate during recess, by the time i went home i was SUPER hungry! Well anyway, it was SUPER cold by the end of the day and i feel frozen. What can i do? Super Cold amaths lesson inside the library air-conned room, Super Cold SS workshop in air-conned CLC room and Super Cold temperature due to the heavy rain. I have really shivered the whole dae... Went back with the gurls and some guys after that at about 6pm. Late but was not scolded for it. ^-^

I was quiet stressed out and kept thinking bout the things that disturb and disrupt my mind so thats why i'm quiet. But...

Just when all hope is lost, the rain had suddenly stop and i look up into the sky. It was really beautiful. I was awestruck by it. I never saw rainbows that are so clear before but there up in the sky, i saw TWO clear and bright rainbows! It was in a full semi circle. I stop and took pictures of the wonderful scene. Can't post it up though, a pity, but i have waited and stare in the sky until the rainbows fadedand that is because it was already dawn. Until then, i realised only after a rain, there would be rainbow and for that i will keep on believing, there will be bright side after a journey thru a dark tunnel, and also with that i will try my best and stay strong with wht i will/am goin thru. The others too! Just remember this and stay strong.. LoLs!
Guez thats all... Whisking away...

Aki-chanz was alone 10:34 PM

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Saturday, February 21, 2009

I have just been separated from my phone, Aoi, yesterday 20/02/09 at about 0740am. Its been exactly one year i have been with him so it really saddens me to be apart from him... Condolences..

Well, you wanna know what really happen? Like usual, my father had sent me to school yesterday by taxi and i swore i tot i had put my hp inside of my beg.. or not.. I had accidentally left my phone at the front passenger seat of my father's taxi where i sat. Then soon, my father took a call from a passenger and therefore took him or should i say them, as there were three of them. Well, one of them sat in the front so this guy saw my phone and took it away. You know what made me mad? This SOAB claimed it was his when asked. Can't believe there is such people in this world. Can't they just say that it was not theirs and give back the property that is not rightfully theirs?? I know this guy must be rich cox if not, why would they alight at Changi Airport?? They either must be working there where the salaries are big or either they wanna fly off somewhere or bid their close ones goodbye.. So whateva the reason is, they must be rich. Rich people have LOTS of money. Why can't they just give back that phone to this poor me?? Inconsiderate Moneyminded Abhorred Cheating Brats. By now, i think they have probably sell off my phone. Well, one thing for sure i have reported this incident to the police. I have gave the police the phone number they had used to call in the taxi. You can never run away from the crime you have made, YOU CRIMINAL! One day you will go through way worse than what i am feeling right now, that is your retribution you need to pay!

Aki-chanz was alone 2:28 PM

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Finally get to blog after a long time that i din get to... Well, so far for the year, i can say that its not that good to me. Been thru many stresses recently and also been trying to cope just like the others who will cope with theirs. Let's start with the good ones first.

Good thing is that i get a high score of 22/25 for my chem and am very happy about it. It's my first time gettin that kind of marks for my chem since ages ago. And finally get to eat the peach tart and pizza that i have been yearning for. Really yummy and so proud that my weight is still the same after eating them, lol! I just had my amaths test today and i think its a better job done compared to the other days when my brain goes blank whenever it comes to amaths test. That makes me wonder about my phy test.. Still haven't get to know bout marks yet, really looking forward to know them.

One of the stresses is that i have been trying tons of time to call the childcare i wanted to interview and research with but i kept putting it down just when i started to type in the number cox i am very nervous and scared. Realli need help in here.
Another stress is that i think that there is alot of things to catch up with, like in all of my subjects. I am really back of time as i dun even remember a thing i have study in the last year . Still, there are many homeworks to do until i din have time to really revise on the impt topics.

I have been thinking about this since the day you have mentioned it. What you have said, have really stressed me out, frankly speaking. I guess you dun really know, dun you? When i'm quiet, doesn't mean i din care less. Its just that you dun even try to ask me how i feel. Do you know how i feel when you do that? I feel invisible. Not important. Like you dun even care. How could you just make a decision without asking me? Is my opinion really not that important to you?.. Just talk to the others and not tell me? Go ahead then.. You dun really need me, dun you? I am the one who makes your life difficult right? I know, if only i can do something to change everything you see in me..

Aki-chanz was alone 10:51 PM

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