_♥A Bitter Sweet Life♥

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Finally get to blog after a long time that i din get to... Well, so far for the year, i can say that its not that good to me. Been thru many stresses recently and also been trying to cope just like the others who will cope with theirs. Let's start with the good ones first.

Good thing is that i get a high score of 22/25 for my chem and am very happy about it. It's my first time gettin that kind of marks for my chem since ages ago. And finally get to eat the peach tart and pizza that i have been yearning for. Really yummy and so proud that my weight is still the same after eating them, lol! I just had my amaths test today and i think its a better job done compared to the other days when my brain goes blank whenever it comes to amaths test. That makes me wonder about my phy test.. Still haven't get to know bout marks yet, really looking forward to know them.

One of the stresses is that i have been trying tons of time to call the childcare i wanted to interview and research with but i kept putting it down just when i started to type in the number cox i am very nervous and scared. Realli need help in here.
Another stress is that i think that there is alot of things to catch up with, like in all of my subjects. I am really back of time as i dun even remember a thing i have study in the last year . Still, there are many homeworks to do until i din have time to really revise on the impt topics.

I have been thinking about this since the day you have mentioned it. What you have said, have really stressed me out, frankly speaking. I guess you dun really know, dun you? When i'm quiet, doesn't mean i din care less. Its just that you dun even try to ask me how i feel. Do you know how i feel when you do that? I feel invisible. Not important. Like you dun even care. How could you just make a decision without asking me? Is my opinion really not that important to you?.. Just talk to the others and not tell me? Go ahead then.. You dun really need me, dun you? I am the one who makes your life difficult right? I know, if only i can do something to change everything you see in me..

Aki-chanz was alone 10:51 PM

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